8 days later. Gabester is still on my mind a ton. Figure he will be for a long time. Dude caused a lot of heartache for those of us close to him the past few years. But that's not what I remember. I remember him like this. Happy. Fun. Maybe that's a coping mechanism. But I think what's more likely is I'm remembering the real Gabe. Not the shell he was at the end. What I do know is I'll never stop loving him. I'll never forget him. RIP big brother.