fifth day in the office #chabooffice
it's a great honor to have met such wonderful human beings today. I was shown to some utmost positivities and possibilities in life.
all the singing and laughing are just a couple of many great bonus experiences I was blessed with today.
thank you, to my team at work and new acquaintances, for the cozy atmosphere, fine dine and great wine.
and the sun chose to set on my mind.
a spark of warm, bright light shine through the darkest corners of my memories.
everything for once, in a very long time, became so clear.
I found myself dipping in that vast space of insanity, soaking in levels of emotions and sinking, slowly, slowly to the void.
I just wanted to lie there, for good.
as I felt belonged, not abandoned, in limbo.
thus, there I shall remain.
"Dear Catherine, I've been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I'm sorry for that. I'll always love you 'cause we grew up together and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I'm grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I'm sending you love. You're my friend to the end. Love, Theodore." - HER (2014)