Today, I woke up in the later hours of the morning. I managed to get a decent night's rest, cleaned up the apartment, cooked something that didn't taste half bad, and finished a load of laundry. For the first time since moving in, I'm able to just sit back and appreciate the beauty in being by your lonesome. It ain't much, but this is home now. Yesterday was nothing but nonsense, but today was a good day. Album number two. Coming this year 😊
Feeling sentimental as all hell right now. I've been directing a lot of my focus onto myself lately. In both good ways and bad, I feel as if I've drifted so far from the person that I used to be. I fear that the people I love are looking at me differently because I've chosen to switch my up priorities. I've always been a late bloomer and at 26 years old, it feels as if I've only now truly dipped my toes into adulthood. It's a stupid insecurity that has embedded itself deep within my heart. I gained some serious weight, been recklessly immature with money, made no music and made some seriously poor career choices. But it feels like I'm finally beginning to turn that all around. Life is getting better and I'm loving more and more of it. I'm sorry if I'm always quiet. I'm sorry if I'm always the no-show. I'm sorry if I don't say the things I always wish could. I'm trying to learn how to stand on my own two, and I think I'm finally getting the jist of how to do it. I'll be back in better shape than I ever was. 📸: @ianahmae
Happy 2nd birthday to one of my proudest achievements. I can't believe 2 entire years have flown by since this became available online. While I can't say that this project display me at my absolute best, I can say that I am proud because I had done something that some aspiring artists may only dream of having the opportunity to do. My album was on major store shelfs and to this day, it is available on all digital platforms. I am extremely grateful to Goon Trax and Japan for always showing love and support for this art form that I hold so close to me. And I am especially grateful to the friends and family that contributed their talents to making this project a reality.
I have not released any new music for an entire year. I could explain it all in this post, but why do that when I can do it in a 2nd album. Something will materialize in the distant future. Something I know I can be proud of.