This is when one day, you look at the map and even all the @NatGeo photos, you don't feel the adrenaline. Imagine porn without reaction. This is not good. The thrill is gone.
Traveling had always been my way of living, my way of breathing, if not my EVERYTHING. There had not been a single day that I thought otherwise to spend the rest of my life. I always had a clear vision of my next destination.
All these countries yet I still have no idea of where to settle. So, now what?
This is daunting.
After cancellations of flights and bookings, I have spent a few idle months to let all these sink in. I appreciate this luxury.
I dare not plan anything, even the word 'plan' is a taboo to me as it reminds me of self-disappointment.
An angel wrote me this, 'Freedom is a wild horse, not at all an easy task.'. To set a direction when everything is possible is my new definition of 'lost', not at all a familiar feeling. #ImStillLearning
I had taken in so much the beauty of the world, it's time to give back.
The curiosity about travel has been fulfilled. It is time to come up with other purposes which may or may not include moving across time zones, see where life takes me...
I am grateful for every amazing angel's inspirations.
You love a book so much you wish you have created it, and one day you feel nothing about this book. It's startling to realize changes, how far I have drifted... 'from #CatcherInTheRye to #IndiaOfMyDreams'
Bath bombs bursting in my mind. Bubbles of intertwining streaks of spectrums. Power, identity, originality, localization, globalization, socialism, capitalism, fear, love, altruism, selfishness, individual, society, patrons, laborers, rich, poor, dualism, desire, freedom, peace, repetition of history, past, is that all there is, mundane existence, zero-sum game, change.
The combination of these books gets me emotional.
I want to go back to school. Oh wait, you are in life college
My Shrek Shit remedy when I'm sad (figurative)! Whack a bananina/mango/bunch of grapes (or all) with lemon juice and agave nectar (non-pure-frutti-recipe) to 1…2…3… avocados!!! Mash!!! Voilà! This shit makes you happy 😆