On the left I'm about 208 and dealing with a lot of internal issues. I've never been too confident with my self image and I really let myself go. I spent the next few years getting comfortable with not caring and only until recently did I make strides in changing myself for the better.
On the right I'm 178 (morning) and motivated. We all have our insecurities and that's okay. It's never too late to make a positive change that'll free you from your demons. The more you love yourself the better you can give that to those you hold dear