Can’t get enough of my office view! The light can be so awesome here 😍. When I look outside I see the place where I lived until I was 17 years old. From here I can also see both my grandparents houses 😊 #nedinsco#revaplan#maas#blerick
Voor het eerst in meer dan een jaar weer eens een stukje gaan hardlopen. Rustig aan begonnen met een half uur lang 1 min rennen 2 min lopen. Daarnaast ook een warming up, cooling down en nog een beetje yoga thuis. Eens kijken of ik dit vol blijf houden / leuk blijf vinden en daarbij geen blessure oploop zoals de vorige keer.. #hardlopen
There are more examples but I think this is my worst experience.
Deeply hidden in my memories, between anger, shame and sadness. Sometimes I think I dreamed it, but it was not a dream. This really happened to me.
I was on my way home after an ordinary schoolday. I think I was about 15 years old. I sat on the train, on my favourite spot; at the beginning of the train in a two-seater. Nobody could see me and only one person could sit next to me.
He sat next to me. I don't remember what he looked like but in my memory he was a decent guy. Somebody you wouldn't expect it from. He wasn't that old, I think between 25 and 40 years old.
I think I was listening to music. I was somewhere else with my thoughts. I had my bag on my lap. At some point I thought I felt something on my upper leg. I couldn't make sense of it, like a weird tingle. It slowly made me become physically present on the train again.
Again, that strange feeling. Could this be a hand? It happens sometimes that you accidentally touch someone. I didn't dare to move and couldn't see what was happening because of my bag on my lap. Did he had a jacket over his pants?
At this point I certainly knew; a strange man is touching my upper leg! I couldn't move. I panicked. I was angry, scared and sad. How can I make it stop? I gathered all my courage and turend my head towards him with the most angry face I could make. It stopped. Not long after that the train stopped at the next station and he left.
It was all very surreal. Why would anyone do something like that to a young girl? I didn't dare to tell anyone because I was ashamed of it. I remember telling myself that it wasn't that bad. It could have been a lot worse. I was so young. If this happened now I would have responded completely different.
But I'm not the only one. This has to stop! #metoo
Lila haar! Een beetje om @joycej_ te helpen met haar opleiding maar ook een beetje omdat ik het eigenlijk gewoon super tof vind! #lilachair#pastelhair