Tiara Audrey @tiaraaudrey

ऐरावत 🐘 ॐ 𓂀 ☥ 🌴🌊🍉🌙☮️☯️ 📍moonchild, stardust soul, sub-urb mama, island girl at heart

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Setaun yang lalu, tepat pk 12.35 wita, gajah kecil ayah Ibuk lahir. Bukan hanya Air yang lahir, tapi kami pun lahir sebagai ayah ibuk baru. 
Tetap jadi Airavata, gajah kecil yang kuat, penjaga pintu kebahagiaan Ayah Ibu. Terimakasih sdh mjd pengingat bahwa kasih dan sabar itu ga ada batasnya. Terimakasih sudah memilih kami mjd orang tuamu. Indeed, you are our Makaio, God's greatest gift. 
Grow healthy little human, grow your heart. The whole universe is all yours. 
Happy 1st Birthday, Jude Airavata Makaio!
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Setaun yang lalu, tepat pk 12.35 wita, gajah kecil ayah Ibuk lahir. Bukan hanya Air yang lahir, tapi kami pun lahir sebagai ayah ibuk baru. Tetap jadi Airavata, gajah kecil yang kuat, penjaga pintu kebahagiaan Ayah Ibu. Terimakasih sdh mjd pengingat bahwa kasih dan sabar itu ga ada batasnya. Terimakasih sudah memilih kami mjd orang tuamu. Indeed, you are our Makaio, God's greatest gift. Grow healthy little human, grow your heart. The whole universe is all yours. Happy 1st Birthday, Jude Airavata Makaio!

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Been a mother for 8.5months now. And motherhood is not an inch close to what i had in mind before, tho i know i would say goodbye to the life i knew (I was not a baby/kid person and i think i still am). Motherhood for me is a battle of love and hate, rationalizing the ego / emotions (and will!!), Re-adjusting my dream and obsession, 24/7 of constant planning while multitask (read: juggling), hundred hours of googling, searching and reading (and still i got 'ibu, harus byk2 baca lg ya!' and a few more bad marks from the pediatrician and others). Torturing my sleep deprived brain with what ifs; 'what if it is not good enough', 'what if I'm not good enough', 'what if its wrong', 'what cud be worse and how am i gonna deal with that', 'how will i cope with this and for how long', 'how am i gonna balance work and a baby', 'will this be a set back from my 'aktualisasi diri 😛' On low tide, i could just enjoy washing tons of baby utensils while looking on full moon through my sink window and called it my me-time. Oh how i miss sky and star gazing, one thing i've rarely done since i came back to Chokekarta. 
This made me wonder, how was my mother's life back then without all of the privileges i have right now. How was her struggle to cope my stubbornness. I love you mama. Thank you for not giving up on me and putting me on your prayer until today. I wont tag u. But i know u'll read this. 😘

#adeape
#deadlineVSsumengbaby
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#ibukAirBabbling
#everydayshouldbeamothersday #ceritaAir #eightmonthsold #blackandwhite #bnw #blackandwhitephotography #motherhood #momlife #consciousness #consciousparenting #mindfulness #mindfulmom #mindfulmama #goodvibes #positivevibes #breastfeedingmom #bosomnectar #tribedemama #babylove #babyboy  #balibaby #love #mamalove #son #mamasboy #instababy
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Been a mother for 8.5months now. And motherhood is not an inch close to what i had in mind before, tho i know i would say goodbye to the life i knew (I was not a baby/kid person and i think i still am). Motherhood for me is a battle of love and hate, rationalizing the ego / emotions (and will!!), Re-adjusting my dream and obsession, 24/7 of constant planning while multitask (read: juggling), hundred hours of googling, searching and reading (and still i got 'ibu, harus byk2 baca lg ya!' and a few more bad marks from the pediatrician and others). Torturing my sleep deprived brain with what ifs; 'what if it is not good enough', 'what if I'm not good enough', 'what if its wrong', 'what cud be worse and how am i gonna deal with that', 'how will i cope with this and for how long', 'how am i gonna balance work and a baby', 'will this be a set back from my 'aktualisasi diri 😛' On low tide, i could just enjoy washing tons of baby utensils while looking on full moon through my sink window and called it my me-time. Oh how i miss sky and star gazing, one thing i've rarely done since i came back to Chokekarta. This made me wonder, how was my mother's life back then without all of the privileges i have right now. How was her struggle to cope my stubbornness. I love you mama. Thank you for not giving up on me and putting me on your prayer until today. I wont tag u. But i know u'll read this. 😘 #adeape #deadlineVSsumengbaby #diaryoffirsttimemothering #ibukAirBabbling #everydayshouldbeamothersday #ceritaAir #eightmonthsold #blackandwhite #bnw #blackandwhitephotography #motherhood #momlife #consciousness #consciousparenting #mindfulness #mindfulmom #mindfulmama #goodvibes #positivevibes #breastfeedingmom #bosomnectar #tribedemama #babylove #babyboy #balibaby #love #mamalove #son #mamasboy #instababy

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#lotusflower #lotuspond #lotuslife #quotes #quotestoliveby #spiritualquotes #consciousness #nature #naturelovers #naturespirituality #vsco #vscocam
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May we exist like the lotus at ease in muddy water. . . . . . . #lotusflower #lotuspond #lotuslife #quotes #quotestoliveby #spiritualquotes #consciousness #nature #naturelovers #naturespirituality #vsco #vscocam

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